Free: Coming of age at the end of history by Lea Ypi
Free is an intriguing memoir about growing up in Albania as it moved from Stalinism to capitalism via shock therapy and civil war. It is a childhood memoir of change and political awakening. But, it also reflects on what it means to be free.
What is lovely about this book is how the author captures the stories we tell to each other, particularly to children. Not entirely lies, but not always the truth. Under totalitarian conditions, the lies and codes we communicate are more extensive. Parents may trust their children, but you could never know what they’d say to their friends, teachers or anyone that asks. So you obfuscate. You talk about universities instead of prison camps. You explain away why your surname is that of a despised former Prime Minister as a mere coincidence.
So, and a bit of spoiler, Lea grew up not knowing that she was related to a former prime minister of Albania. Her gran had been rich. Her grandfather had been a political prisoner. Her parents didn’t love Uncle Enver Hoxha, the leader of Albania from 1944 to 1985, and that she would never get a nice framed photo of him to put above the television.
Then the Cold War ended, the Berlin Wall fell, Ceaucesco shot at a military base outside of Bucharest, and free elections came to Albania in 1992. But crime, communal violence, scams and poverty also came. Teenagers everywhere are angry and confused, tentatively taking steps in a changing world. Life is no longer swings, childish games and toys. Imagine going through all that change as your country swaps Stalinism for capitalism? Lea went through that as her country swung from optimism to anguish. This transition forms the base of the memoir. There is life before liberalism, the transition, and the new normal.
The book is called Free. Uncle Enver told the Albanians they were free but were they? When the west and liberalism came to Albania, Albanians were told they were now free. But free to do what? Is freedom being trafficked to Italy to work as a prostitute, as happened to at least one of the author’s school friends? As Lea concludes, socialism denied her family the right to be what they wanted, to think and say as they wanted. They were not free. But, liberalism broke its promises to them and turned a blind eye to injustice. You were free to lose money in scams, free to lose your job because the international dogma of “shock therapy” demanded it. The new freedom didn’t always feel that free.
She concludes that both worlds fall short of the ideal of freedom. But in different ways. However, she saw a system change once. She knows it can change again and can change for the better. She argues that understanding what went wrong in the past and what is wrong now matters most. To remain free is to do what is right, not be cynical, not be apathetic, and work towards positive change.
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